040: A crap post to be!

youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhooooooooooooooooooo!!! [[[[:

Long time no see, long time no post! HAHA .

currently waiting for my lesson to start… which is 1 hour later.. and im already outside of my class.. lol.

going for jap lesson yo~ lol .

learnt my spelling, studied my lectures notes for programming. Just left the handson practise!!! wooo.

but this can probably take my sleeps away from me… awwwww… lol .

But nevermind.. I must score ahh!!! because i’m too stupid..

i can’t afford to be any stupidier~ Lol.

Spent 2 hours practising jap.. 1.5 hours reading my remaining lecture notes (BY THE WAY I ONLY READ ONCE. OMG).

and some of the time dozing offffffffff. lol! very paiseh if anyone saw my sleepy face in the library-.-

haha. hopefully no one sees it! LOL.

okay, now is 59 more minutes to my jap class.. and i decided to waste my time here on wordpress. hahahha -

so tiring. my eyes like cracking man. gosh-

luckily i dont wear contacts.. if not i think sure kenna infection liao! Lol. x;

Anyway, life had been pretty stress recently.. though two projects are already down.

but few more coming up and 1 still remain.

gosh.

and my holiday was packed! haha part of it was planned by me~ lOl x:

wanna meet up with my great friends mah! miss them much much lehs! ):

but i still have project meetups during hols. sad.

and my part to be completed by 1st day of hols. gosh -.-

common tests coming up~ & I HAVENT START  STUDYING LOL.

I’m a last minute bird. so i can only study tmr’s test first THEN i can study my monday’s ct.. haha.

one on Monday one on Friday. isn’t it great???? i got 4 days to study for my friday’s test. HAHA. lol x;

These are alright, but when my work came in. HAIS. WEEKENDS ALSO DONT LOOK LIKE WEEKENDS LIAO. ))):

hai stupid supervisor put me work all weekends. -.- im so going to be half dead.. lol.

after work i still got to go BBQ hahaha <3

@ my uncle’s condoo! woowooo.. so excited.. hahhaa and i can probably say byebye to my monday’s test?! HAHA.

oops. Joking la! i will chiong study day & night bah. haiii . so unlucky ):

But this kind of life currently is okay. i think next term will be more dead bah?!

haha anyway! i going to meet cat now

HAHA BYE.

039: I thank you for anything & everything u gave me.

Yoyo.
Gonna put some updates.
Though still have homework left undone. TOTALLY got no interest in doing it. SIGH -.- Lol .
MOODLESS~~
Lol

Went out with wendy & shiqi not long ago. but didnt get to take pic with shiqi!! ahhh!
lol . hope will have chance next tym!!! :D im lazy to upload coz wordpress’ uploader sucks a bit. LOL .

I went to look at my old blog… arghhh the memories of secondary school!!!!!! ):
how i wish i can go back!
the pictures of all the happy faces !! ):
lol

Hai,. so lazy to update. think my this blog going to dead soon LOL.
and creating one blogspot AGAIN next holiday?! HAHAHAHA . X:
SO BORING…wordpress.. LOL x; oops haaha .
but i like the features: private post/password protected post :D

But nvm, guess switching back to blogspot sooooon! haha

AHH, my parents and sisters went hongkong!!!!….without me…. )):
LOL. cos of stupid school -.-
SAD. lol.! hopefully can go jap with them nxt tym?! HAHA X:
like hard x.x
lol this tym is my sis treat that old couple go HAHAHA XD so rich seh. lol .
ahh my heart is like with them la.. -holiday mood- LOl x;

Okay hope they will come back safely! and had a great time there!!!! ^^

谢谢你曾经给我一段美好的回忆，
我会好好的收藏在我心里。
I once force myself to forget u,
but i just can't. HOWW....
imwu. 

Track 038: How life became.

Amnesia.
a memory condition in which memory is disturbed.

my grandma got that.

Just talked to her just now.
I asked her if the dinner was nice,
she nodded.
And i asked her if she know who am i.
She did not answer, as though she didn’t know what I’m asking.
These few days i felt like asking her if she remember that aunty who called my house last few days.
But i dare not.
Cause, doubt she will answer me.

That aunty made me feel sad.
I somehow can understand how she feel.

It’s like
it had been 10 years that u did not contact ur relative.
When u contact them,
you found out one died, and one got amnesia.
Feel like looking up for them, to talk to, but she no longer understood.
Isn’t this a torment.

i’m not really sure how is she related to my grandma, some kind of in-law. (she’s quite old too, from the way she speak)
cause she was speaking cantonese, i didnt catch it well.

I spoke to her in my broken cantonese for like 10 minutes.
and after i told her my cantonese wasn’t very good, she say i can speak chinese then. LOL =/

I really pity her and her.
my grandma, when will she understand what we’re talking.
but it’s okay. at least she’s living a peaceful life now. haha.
eat sleep shit X;
haha.
live long ahma!
Wansuiiiiiiiii <3

Track 037: I’m sorry, but i hate life.

Yeah, most of the time.

In primary school,
I complained “primary school sucks… how i wish i can faster go secondary school..”
In secondary school,
I complained “secondary school sucks… how i wish can faster go poly..”
In poly,
I complained “poly sucks… how i wish i can start working…or go back to the past..”

In a word, life sucks.
no matter which part u are at.
it just sucks!!!!!…

Omg..
when will i start to appreciate life..

Only when something tougher had come?
but isn’t it abit too late?
But im just this way, can’t help it. sigh.

haiz, life is really tough.
pleaseplease. pleaseplease.
make it easier please.-.-

i know it wont happen );
sad.

How i wish i can faster go year 3.. lol
i would rather work…
but perhaps when i work, i would complain, again. lolol
just can’t be helped! );

Track 036: I’m tired.

Life is so tiring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So tired.
all thanks to MONEY.
because of money, we need to study like dog, work like dogggggggggg! X:

aiyuh. sorry to insult, but im not insulting anyone other than myself. ):

SO TIRED!!!!!!!
Sleep late, cant wake up,
Sleep early, also cannot wake up!! =.=
wth siah!

Weekdays need to study hard,
Weekends still need to work hard-.-
so tireddd!!!
CAN I DONT WORK??????????……..
answer is no…

Why school feee so ex! -.- idiot.
hate this man!

Feel like a robot isnt it, im just a robot with emotion.

Sometimes,
i feel like smashing my handphone,
throwing my bags out of the window,
crashing the laptop, drown myself in the water.

Sometimes,
i feel that life got no meaning.
there’s either too much for me to do, or nothing.
i felt so empty ‘here’

wonder if i shld lock this from people who doesn’t wish to view such post.
but got no mood to do this.

SIGH, homework, projects, homework, projects, presentations…………..!!!!!!!!-.-
Might as well kill me. [:

alright, bye.

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Track 032: Always tempted

yoyoyoyo.
‘d been playing maple these few days!
OF COURSE, it’s private server . haha.
no time for a real game. x:

Woo finally, tmr off. :D
but the sakae dinner was cancelled. D:
cause jess got smt on x.x
hmm & these few weeks im not free too.
Ahhhh……….
seems that my sakae going to postpone again…..! x.x
saddeedddd… i wan sushiiiiii! X:
hehe

I’d been thinking today was my off day larh,
end up is tmr, ( & I ONLY KNOW ABOUT THIS YTD)
I SUPER SIAN DIAO! Lol . ):

Re: Title,

When im working F&B, im tempted to eat what they sell..
now im working in stationary shop, im tempted to buy their stationary!
lOl im so hopeless!
working suppose to earn money but i end up spending money!

Lols ahh w/e at least it’s something that is practically useful! :D:D

Alright uh i go le bye!

i hate to guess things that are good for me, to be me,
because im afraid it wasn’t.

Track 031: think too much

THANKS SLMH FOR MAKING ME SMILE TODAY SO MUCH
THEY BRIGHTEN MY DAY.
never tot colleagues could light up my life. ((:

The thought of u made me teared

Track 030: One is enough

HELLO, GOODNEWS!!!..TODAY I WOKE UP AT 9AM AND AT 10AM I GOT 2 INJURIES AND 1 DAMAGE ON MY STUFFS, HOW “LUCKY” AM I RIGHT!?.

NOT VERY CLEAR):

SEE MY WATCh! Nice crack huh

Track 029: Happy Mid-autumn Festival?

haha. yeap, i celebrated it today =/
lols. cos tmr my mum, sisters and bro going msia celebrate my grandma’s bday XD
So sad, i can’t make it because of work!!!,
zzz i told them i need off on 3rd oct, yet they giv me today off.! LOL.
zZzzz nvm larh. hai.

just now went down, with papa mama and bro. lol
my big sis got things to settle and second sis got dance lessons. -.-
like so no-mood eh. the ambience of mid autumn not thr… >.<
lols, i go down, sit down and eat! LOL,
while my hyperactive bro keep playing with the firework sticks-.-

then my father say me not active LOl.
and say how hard non-active ppl survive in the society LOL. -.-
he always like tt one, link things to no-link -.-
lols .
then my mom keep wanna go home sleep LOL .
she headache-.-

then like so l-o-l, the lantern was lit for 45 mins then nid to blow off le!!! LOLOLOLOL
i keep saying lol to my mom. lols

hopefully next yr's MAF will be better? LOl .

oh ya, as for chalet's pic, im pretty lazy to upload because of the perfect image uploader of wordpress-.-

SO MA FAN(troublesome)….

it’s on facebook, yep, probably i’ll post a few when im in the mood to wait & deal patiently with the easily-disconnect internet.

ok uh, ahhaa go play my game le,
it’s kinda scary x.x but it’s to solve a mystery! quite fun!
hahaha DREAMFALL… gonna finish it before sch reopen!!!!!…
but like hard? cos the slogan of it is: The longest journey
omg. lols. okay. bye!

sobb tmr still need to work T_T ganbate.
hope i wont do anything wrong ):
& hope i will do things faster
& hope my leg wont feel pain
& hope the bus wont be so squeezy
& hope i dont have to chase bus): yet get a bus that’s pretty empty LOL X:
okay bye!